I chant your name into the darkness. No one’s around to hear it anyway. It breaks through the walls of silence like an arrow, splits them open, then fills the world with sorrow. Those five letters echo through my brain again and again and again… Tell me, am I screaming them out loud?
And I’d catch you. I’d hold you, I’d comfort you, I’d kiss you, I’d love you like I never did before. If only you were here… If only you were here with me again.
You’re my endless February, and my endless March, my endless April… when I think of you I hear those birds sing again outside our window. And you’re under the covers, sleeping, looking like an angel. So smooth, beautiful and noble. Warm light dances through your naked skin, and I swear I hear the choir of Heaven sing above us… You were so perfect. You still are.
I can’t help loving you. Even if it crushes me into pieces, even if it tears my soul apart. I loved you so much. I loved you from the first day I saw you.
Jessica B. Vicious
