I’ve never felt so small in my whole life. There’s just so much going on and I’m getting terribly vulnerable. I wish you could just hold me against your broad chest, comfort me like there was nothing going wrong. Like the world was a perfect place to live in, like happines was to be, or even could be, achieved by believing in it. For once, I want you to take care of me.
I know how I’m always the bossy one, I know how I always take responsibility for everything. I’m definitely not easy to convince, even when I’m wrong. I’m like a lighthose that repels all the attacks of the sea and still stands proud. I just wish you’d know that’s not all there is. I have so much to say… I have so many thoughts and secrets, and hell, underneath it all, I’m miserably human. All I wish for is you to understand that. To see through me for once, to peek inside and have a look at just who I really am.
I don’t wanna play roles when I’m with you. I don’t wanna be the girl people think I am. I just want you to hold me close until my breathing calms and my soul goes quiet.
JBV
